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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Its Been A Minute <3

Hey Hey Hey! Whats Up Yall?! Im Sorry Its Been So Long Since Ive Updated, It Almost Seems Pointless Because I Doubt Anyone Ever Read This Anyways! But Things Have Been Well.. Ive Been Crazy Busy With Basketball, Cheerleading, And Work. I Dont Really Have Much To Say So Here Are Some Lyrics And Some Quotes

HER SMiLE TURNED FAKE
HER LAUGH C0VERED UP TEARS
iT WAS ALL T0 MUCH F0R HER T0
TAKE
SHE ALWAYS ACTED LiKE N0THiNG WAS WR0NG
EVEN WHEN SHE HATED BEiNG AL0NE ..

lets go dancing.
      and fall in l o v e .
&& then break eachothers hearts
with a tragic goodbye.
&& then ________ tommorrow,
we can do it allll again.

Every sunset is different
Every second is
new
& all I want
Is to spend them with you

i know he may not be the cutest guy to you, but he is
to me & theres just something about him that makes
my heart drop to my feet everytime i see him..

it was cold. your hands were shaking, & i stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as i said, "let`s pretend winter isn`t here." as you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "let`s pretend the snow isn`t the only thing falling fast." <3

I want to be that girl.
I want to be that girl he changes himself for,
the one that he proves his reputation wrong to.
the one that is 'different from all the others.'
I want to be the one all his friends know about
cus he talks about me so much.
the one that there is no comparison
to.
I want him to be my everything.

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have"

" There's this girl who was in love with a boy. She would have done anything to be the only thing he would ever need. She tried and tried until the day she realized all she was doing was running in circles. Even though she loved him more than anything in the world, he wasn't worth crying for everynight. And finally, with tears running down her cheeks, she said, ' I quit '.  "

but its the only way i hear your voice anymore, IT RIDICULOUS <3
its been months and for some reason i just, CAN'T GET OVER US <3
And im stronger then this, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH <3
no more walkin round', with my head down.
i'm so over being blue, cryin over you.
and im so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here,
said im so sick of love songs, so sad and slow
so why cant i turn off the radio?
WHY CAN'T I TURN OFF THE RADIO ? </3

& she knows its stupid that she still thinks of you
but really its something she cant help. she wants to
get over you and on with her life, but
something's
telling her to wait it out and see what happens. its
like 99 percent is ready to end it, but its that 1 percent
that just wont let her move on quite yet x|3


if i can ever feel the way i felt
well i'll take a chance with someone else
and if my heart takes chances too
someday i might get over you


she closed her eyes and watched 6 months go by.
half a year she'd wasted now. hadnt seen him and
definately hadnt talked to him. 6 months. and still
it all seems like just yesterday they were laughing
and flirting and couldnt keep their eyes off of each
other... isnt it funny how things can change, but at
the same time how they havent changed a bit x|3

so baby, this  new year's eve. .  i'll shoot tons
&  tons of breathtaking fireworks while i eat
delicious food & crack stupid jokes with the
girls. but while we're counting down & that
ball begins  to slowly drop,  just remember ..
you'll be the 0NLY one on my mind  ____  x 3

I'd give it ALL, I'd give for US
Give ANYTHING but I WONT GIVE UP

i wanna ;; be the girl
you kiss when the ball drops
for two thousand six

keep the pictures they never change,
only the people in them do ..</3

just once, i want to be hard to leave... i want someone to stay up all night thinking about me

alright, i'll admit it now- i think i need him.

it's the things you say you don't care about that hurt you the most.

don't repeat the chapters- the ending will never change

a best friend is someone who knows something is wrong even though you have the biggest smile on your face.

&& day after day after day, her painted on smile was slowly starting to wear away.

why didn't he ever love me?

*hopes are only disappointments waiting to happen*

a promise to a girl made by a guy is just a LiE waiting to happen..

For every heart that finds love..There is a heart that cries.
For every dream that is reborn..there is a dream that dies.
For every day filled with sun..there is a day of rain.
For every hour filled with joy..There is an hour of pain.
For every smile upon a face..there is a tear to cry.
For every fond hello you say..there is a sad goodbye

he said he would stay on the phone until i stopped
talking
& fell asleep. when i woke up, i heard him say,
"good morning. did you know you have deep conversations
in your sleep? & incase you didn't know, i love you, too." x3

no one knows what you are to me

never forget what someone says when they're mad..because that's when the truth comes out

i'd look on the bright side--if i could find it

sometimes you gotta smile && walk away//hold in your tears && pretend you're okay..hold up..that's what i do everyday

ask me why i keep lovin you when it's clear you don't feel the same...the problem is that as much as i can't force you to love me :: i can't force myself to stop loving you

you can't find true love where it doesn't exist
&& you cannot hide it where it truly does *

There's a song blaring in
Her headphones that reminds
Her of a boy who will
never care

Do what makes you happy
be with those who makes you smile
laugh as much as you breath,
& love as long as you live

"To live in the hearts of those we leave behind is not to die."

if i had a penny for everytime you popped into me head, i would be poor because you never leave

you gotta grab life by the horns and hump it

Just when you start to smile, I look into your eyes
and see your veiled denial to express any real emotion.
Just wait around a while, you'll lose what you once had for me.
I'll be out of style, I'll be discarded with the warmth you once feigned.
So eager to say, "hello", but you don't know me.
You just know what you see. Pay the price to see the show but you don't own me.
Before you knew would you have felt the same?

Guess what I'm done
Writing your book
The ending got twisted around
But for all the hell that it took
The electrical wires
They'll hum in the walls
In the room that I rent now without you

Hope For The Best,
Expect for the Worst,
Life Isn't A Movie, It's All
       Unrehearsed

Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go till' we're one                                                                

Near, Far, Werever you are;;  i believe the heart does go on

The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me && make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you <3

Life is an ugly and awful place to be to not have a best friend

And then there are times
when I wish I could just "not care" like you do.
Times when I wish I could just as easily walk away from you.
But I can't and you know it
 
when skies are grey, i turn them blue, and all it takes, is the thought of you <3.
i may not be [[taken]] but my :HeArT: sure is

when i say "SHUT UP :: leave me alone" thats when i [[need]] you the _most_
Its NoT the I MiSS *him*..its that I MiSS the way I was when I was WiTh HiM..I MiSS seein his SmILe EvErY DaY..i miss our TaLkS late at NiTe..but mostly I MiSS the WaY he made me FeeL..

you have to take the good with the bad
smile with the sad
love what you got
and remember what you had
always forgive...but never forget
learn from your mistakes...but never regret
people change...things go wrong
but remember: life goes on

so sick so sick of being tired
and oh so tired of being sick
we're both such magnificent liars
so crush me baby i'm all ears
--taking back sunday

'Cause I miss you'
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and I breathe you
into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you'
whether it's wrong or right
and though I can't be with you tonight
you know my heart is by your side.

The faulty interface lies between the chair and the keyboard.

Why does it seem the road to success is always under construction?

winter is the time to snuggle up & spend time
     with the person you absolutely adore.

Pop in a movie, hit the lights
     And lay next to you
Cuddle under the covers
    Kissing and hugging

don't say a word. just kiss me.
make all my worries disappear.

If it's lovin that you want
You should make me your girl, your girl

there exists a star above
that always steals my stare
and there exists a star on stage
that never seems to care.
--hellogoodbye


place your hand in mine,
&& hold me from
behind.

wait for that one boy who would do anything
just to be your
everything

Sometimes your with someone && it's just like 'wow.' && that's all  you can
say cause you can't put true love into words - [ <3 ] -

I don't know what it is about you,
but you got it && I want it.


Hope for the best, prepare for the worst
expect nothing && you'll never get hurt.


It's funny how when you go through a year nothing seems to change, but
when you look back everything is different.

it's like half of me wants to be with him
& the other half wants to get over him
i guess i'll always have that something for him.

you have to stand up for what you belive in
&& sometimes you have to stand alone ..

sometimes all a person really needs
is a hand to hold & a heart to
understand

SiGNS Y0U L0VE HiM ;; <3
- you stare at him a lot.
- he always makes you laugh.
- you can tell him anything.
- you always seem to find
yourself thinking about him.
- when he's anywhere near
you, you have to be with him.
- you go crazy over every
little thing he does or says.
- whenever your with him
you can't help but smile.

.. & he was too blind to see what he had in front of him.

you know he's something special'
        when no matter
what kind of mood your 
        in, he can always manage to make you smile .

partying, flirting, dancing.
its great to be single. but somtimes
i wish i could have that...
holding hands, kissing in the rain kinda thing

this might be a waste of time
but there's no one i'd rather "waste my time"
with than my friends

She's moved on.
and i feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever.
if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
she thought you were different.
she was wrong.
you're just another guy to her now 

people say hate is such a strong word
but so is love and people throw it around like its nothing

its like i`m screaming my lungs out
saying i love you && its like..
you cant even hear me

» «     » «

time square can't shine as bright as you, i swear, it's true <3

maybe he`s the one you need & not just the one you want .

i shouldn`t want you like this ; yet i do, & i don`t know why.

i wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel <|3

&& its funny how you never leave my mind

 

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret

But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…

 

Youre Beautiful - James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

 

<3 Thats It For Now, Leave Some Comments Please.. <3


 

 


 


Friday, December 09, 2005

Nothing To Say Tonight..

 

Call Me If You Wanna Hangout


Thursday, December 08, 2005

 

There Was A

Difference In

Her Laughter..

what messes us up the most is that we all
have this PERFECT picture in our

minds
of how things ShOuLd be. <3

 

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go

 

There Was

A Softness In

Her Eyes..

 

 


Sunday, December 04, 2005

Dont Really Have Much To Say But Here Are Some Quotes For Yall.

 

**you put the colors in my world**
~and the
light in my life~

 

did u ever think it wuld end up this way?
is it really all
worth it in the end?

 

- ->>hold ((me)) and e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g will be  o k a y<<- -

 

.-' take me away ..with you..~to your fairytale '-.

 

waiting… for that one guy to walk àintoß the room and change my life forever~ –alex Wilhelm

 

so  p r e d i c t a b l e...

 

((like<>love<>laugh<>live))

 

{dont get .t.o.o. full of yourself}

i -*-never-*- said i'd wait for you...


i would let you go, but you’re the 
| | only one | |  who actually knows me and truly loves me
...


i would
let you go, but you made me happy, for the first time in 4 years, you look at me in a certain way that makes me know you care, you touch me showing me that you love me, and when i see you with her, you dont do anything in that way, and half the time your looking at me too

your so caught up in having her because they want her, that you barely remember the way you used to look at me

i would say no, i wouldnt flirt, i would keep you out of my life, if i didnt know that well be together, and i think your thinking he same thing too

~*boy you make me feel
beautifulll*~

:+:you know and i know that in a **perfect** world it would be you and me forever and ever:+:

~*i love the way you [[treat]] me like your queen*~

:*:you know how to be >>e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g<< i need:*:

it kills me to k.n.o.w that ((you and her)) are *
meant to be
*

i
love you and you love me, friends forever we'll always be, im sorry for those things i said, i dont have anymore tears to shed, I hope that we can work it out, cause i miss you baby, and i need
you hear

i dont need
your
lying smiles

your fake "
i love you"s
or your
false
touch
i dont need you anymore

as i sit here staying up all night
thinking about
being with you is making me cry
,
because im
letting you go now f.o.r.e.v.e.r

crying            then          dancing,
crying             then          dancing,

your leaving       im            happy?

you blew your last chance boy,
i never thought you would hurt me again,
but you did,
and now im leaving you forever,
i hope i hurt you too...

i dont need you
i swear i dont
its gunna be weird
to finaly be telling the truth...

i love the way i can hate you
the way i can leave you
the way i can not care

ya i know i said to mydelf id always love you because your the onlyone who truely knows me,
and i know the way you touch me is different from anyone else,
and the way you talk to me is so different,
but boy its so obvious that even though you know you love me too
you try not to hurt me one minute but the next you just dont want me to hurt you
and you end up hurting me

its not about gettin it all, its about following your heart...

i thought i needed you... but i guess i was wrong

sorry, but never again, you had your chance you blew it

i know ill never be pretty enuf hott enuf or good enuf for you, so y the hell do u care so much about me likin you?

your too fricking scared that i might not like you, that you could care less about how i feel...

i see the way you look at me, how you're starrin at me across the room, well baby i love you too

I cant possibly cry over you, because  simply thinking about you makes me so damn happy

eyE LuV it WEn U nOtICe The lITtLe ThANgs~*~IT sEAEmZ like U reALLie DooH cARe~

 

*I wILL ALLWAYZ LuVe yOOh*
         *bUt I dOnNt wHAnAh LeT yooh knoW~

 

ii luv yooh... oh yes ii doo

 

*Eye luve iiT hOw Ya LooK aT mEe HuNiey*
   *ii AlwAyz SEEem TwOo BeE fALLin InTa YuR EYeS*

 

U Duhn KnOW whAT yah DoOo tA mE evERtyMe eYe see YA look me up *N* dOWn~
                         ~ITs LyKe ALL MAh DrEaMZ R Coumin TrU...
   ...i JUsT whAnnA BeE wITh *YoOu*

 

yOOh WilL AlwAyZ Be Iin mAh HEaRT<3


</3 and BoIy I WulD nEVER HuRt *Y.O.U*

 

wen worst comes to worst, and uve cried all ur tears, and nothing makes u happy...JUST FLIRT

 

dont u hate it wen u geta false impressoin, especialy wen everyone there gets fooled by it to....

 

They say there are always more guys out there, but its not that easy to let go of the one u love...

 

--<3--with every love movie & every love song
i think of {you and me} t.o.g.e.t.h.e.r
perfect always & forever--<3--

 

 

~i :l:o:v:e: the way you [{(hold)}] me~

 

you know your in love when u eat nothing but u are still full, wen u stay up all nite and still feel rested, wen something bad happens but u are still smiling, wen everytime they mention love in a movie or a song u think of that person, and wen u find out they dont love u u get so sad all u want to do is cry and lay in bed and watch tv, not many people have been in love yet, but its sure a great feeling, until ur heart gets broken... –alex wilhelm

 

Friends Quotes*

 

we're drifting a.p.a.r.t-im sorry-i just want things back to normal
we always got the style-now its been a while
we talked about it all * we were always at the mall
flirting was our thing~we loved the bling bling
we were the sexy sistas+and we always had the mistaz
now i dont even know you=we never talk

 

i care more than you'll ever know or understand

 

>>>no matter how much you think that i dont care, or that i dont understand, i do, believe me. And what i say might not always be what you want to hear, but its the truth. Im not gunna lie to you, im gunna tell you what i think, and its always gunna be what i think is best for you, because if you cry, i cry for you<<<

 

~i wish for the past, the parties, not caring, loving everyone, and everyone always, always being there for everyone no matter what~

 

ur gunna loose some friends if all u do is assume and not trust*ive forgiven u*but uve never said sorry-->and next time im not forgivin u

 

u can trust me<-->i have plenty of proof

 

no spray tan, no extensions, no blonde die, no blue contacts... just be real... now thats hott!

 

if u've ever said to me dont let me cry over a guy, my response is cry as much as u want just always no im here...

 

Best friends should be there for you to call at 4 in the morning and cry for hours and not say a thing, someone who can tell what your thinking and know what you want to do, someone who you can tell anything and not have to worry about them laughing at how you feel, someone who no-matter where they are going or who they are going there with will always ask u to come along (and if the other person doesn’t like your best friend u don’t hang with them), someone who always remembers your birthday every year and makes sure its the best day of your life, someone who knows your own schedule better than u (so they don’t even need to call to ask if thy can do something),  someone you can tell everything and not be scared they will tell someone else, someone who will understand, someone who knows how to talk to your parents, someone who you can laugh with for hours, someone that if your grounded will either sneak you out, or not go to the party, someone who’s family you feel so comfortable with you could switch places and not even notice, someone that you can walk into their house without knocking, or walk into their kitchen and make yourself a meal without feeling uncomfortable, someone who is either at your house or your at their house all the time, someone who your with so much when you sleep over all your stuff is still at there house from the last 50 times, someone who can tell you the truth and you don’t get hurt (because they know how to tell you), someone that knows you so well that they can tell if you say something you don’t mean or are having a bad day and don’t get upset for one minute, someone that you know you’ll grow old with and die still being best friends, and know that they would rather die than tell anyone your secrets. No one will ever push a friend like this out of their life, because this is the kind of friend everyone wants. I know I wish I had a friend like that~ –alex wilhelm

 Other Quotes*

1. If a girl says she’s fat, she just wants you to say, "Are you kidding, you're so skinny."

2. If a girl coppies and pastes nice thing other guys say about her in her file or on her away message, she's insecure.

3. If a girl says she's ugly, all she wants is for you to say she's hot.

were living in a world where almost doesnt count,
everything will always be~>
so close<->but still so far...

somethings in life are always gunna be the same, but with other things you gotta take some risks, and make things happen

--im fine how i am right now---nothing more--nothin less--and ill always be okay--

 

<<look [{(beneath)}] the surface>>
    ¿?am i really as ok as i appear?¿

 

who cares bout what they say or what they think all that matters is that it  makes you happy~

 

the worlds moving around me as i stand still...

 

~>good music is just as good as medicine<~

 

california dreamland....

 

everyone is to caught up in being *perfect*, or being the *perfect* girl for him or *perfect* guy for her. changing doesnt proove anything because they dont like you they like who they think u are. just be youself lifes to short to be worried about things, ya you might be hurt but u'll get over it, u'll live... cause later in life ur gunna regret letting one thing get you so upset, or changing ur whole life for one person...

just relax*be urself*and live~ –alex wilhelm

 

dont wear that much makeup--dont be so god damn fake--be who you are--dont change for someone else--let them ChAnGe for you –alex wilhelm

 

<~lean back~>
~>
get low<~ –alex wilhelm

 

GeT oVeR iT *N* move on... –alex wilhelm

 

if somthing in lyf dont go as planned just go along wit it...cause it myte turn out betta –alex wilhelm

 

dont try to make it somthing its not... lifes not that long just take it for wut it is and appreciate it –alex wilhelm

 

im not here to make waves~~~
but y dont u go buy ur own life at a
dollar store bitch~ –alex wilhelm

xOx--wuT cAn i Do To MaKe YoU MiNe
F.a.L.L.i.N.g So HaRd, So FaSt tHiS TiMe?
..wuT DiD
U SaY...wuT DiD U Do..
To MaKe Me FaLL iN
LuV WiTh *yOu*--xOx

 

take a bOw//hear the applause?
my
<3 iS brOken___and *yOuR*
the cause `--» i played your
game `* and it lOoks like you`ve
wOn_______
cOngradulations!*
`---» - I hOpE yOu had f u n
NeVeR AgAiN tHaT’s WhaT i sAiD 2 mYsELf..
i nEvEr WaNnA FeEL ThAt kiNdA
PaiN AgAiN
tHat I fELt wHen I wAs wItH yOu..

 

Wait for the bOy whO will
make a [ [
Ordinary mOment ] ] seem .:*magical*:.
the kinda bOy whO will :: bring Out ::
the very *
best* inside Of ->yOu
at absOlutely anytime | |
nO matter ||
what the :: circumstances ::
wait for the bOy whO will make you smile
like *
nO1 else * the bOy whO -always-
wants tO {
shOw yOu Off } to the wOrld with
* nO make up On *but really*
*
apperciates*
when yOu get :+:
dOlled up fOr him:+:
wait for the bOy whO will put yOu
in the center Of his [
universe ]
most of all
wait fOr that because ->thats where yOu *
belOng*

 

 

iF ur loOkinq fOr perFectiOn. .
d O n t | L o O k | a t | m E |
bcauSe i`lL
Only Let u down

i`m sorry for the things i didn`t do. i`m sorry for the things i didn`t put you through. you made me believe you cared. but.. you were never really there. so i`m sorry for waisting my time. but really.. i`m gonna be fine..

Just remember when u cant fall asleep at night.. it's because your in some1 else's :+:dream:+:

Last night, I took a walk in the ::snow::, couples ((holding hands))
places to go. Seems like everyone but me is in
love
. Santa,
can you help me?

(¨`·.·´¨)*ur Just Messing With My Mind
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)
*I Don't Even Kno y I Go
`·.¸.·´
*And Waste My Time
(¨`·.·´¨)
*I Cant Stand The Things u Do
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)
*But I Still End Up 
       
`·.¸.·´*Falling In Love With You!

*.•*¸.•*¸.•*¸.•*
(¨`•.•´¨)*a gurl is [much more]
 
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)
*than she seems
     
`•.¸.•´
*[not a toy] by any means
(¨`•.•´¨)
*under all da make-up & hair
 
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)
*is a sign that says
      `•.¸.•´
*[handle w/ care]
¸.•*¸.•*¸.•*¸.•*

It takes ..m..i..l..l..i..o..n..s.. of people to complete the world but it only took you to complete mine.

Baby.. although you may have seen me at my worst, you've got the best of me.

*Between h0lding hands and falling in l0ve..y0u begin t0 learn that: Kisses d0nt alwayz mean something Pr0mises can be br0ken..[just as quickly as they were made]..and s0metimes g00dbyes really are f0rever*

.HaTe yOu. .
  .
nEeD
yOu. .
  .
LoVe
yOu. .
  .
tEaZe
yOu. .
.
BeG
yOu. .
  .
PLeaZe
yOu.
  .
TaKe
yOu.
...LeAvE yOu...

.·´¨`»«There r 3 tHiNgS iN LiFe»«´¨`·.
oOo·.·´¨`»|«ThaT sHoULd nEvEr b bRoKeN»|«´¨`·.·oOo                     oOo·.·´¨`»|«*
PrOmIsEs
*»|«´¨`·.·oOo
oOo·.·´¨`»|«*
FrIeNdShIpS
*»|«´¨`·.·oOo
oOo·.·´¨`»|«*
HeArTs*»|«´¨`·.·oOo

× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×
      When yOu
lOve
sOmeOne
    theres nOthing yOu can dO
   yOu cant cOntrOl yOuR
heart

         It cOntrOls yOu     
× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×

I'm totally C.r.A.z.Y for you
But i dont even -KnOw- u
I ((
LoVe
)) you more then words can show
So nOw & [F][o][r][e][v][e][r]
Remember it's *true*
My ::
HeArT:: will always belong to ~you~

 

DONT let SOMEBODY be your EVERYTHING cause once they are GONE you'll have NOTHING

i think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us know what's going on...neither of us know what the other is thinking and we are both trying to make decisions based on information we don't know.

"Lie to Me..." she whispered. "I Love You" he said.

i miss the days you held me. & the days i heard your voice. i miss the days you were here. us falling apart WASN`T my choice. i miss the days you kissed me & the feelings we used to show. but most of all i miss the guy i used to know. <\3

if i was drop dead gorgeous ; perfect ; and could have any guy in the world.. i`d still pick you x3

All girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends."
Because we know the guys we've had that were "
just friends
"
We once thought of as
more than a friend

I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I fet that feeling in my stomach? And even when he’d broken my heart..and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..when he lied to me and i hated him..why then did i still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i`ve cried. the many nights i`ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain i`ve put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- how true my love is for youu. how i long to be in your arms. and how desperate and lonely i feel right now. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- that we belong together. the way you would reassure all of my fears. the way you made me feel..

even if you ripped my heart out +
   slammed it on the
ground
.. id still
   pick it up ;
dust
it off ; and give it
               right back to you

He means so much to me,
  I just wish
he
knew,
    when I'm around
him

      the sky's a different blue.
        When
he talks to me,
         
his
knees start to shake,
            the last thing I want
              is another heartbreak.
                If
he
would love me like I do,
                  I could tell him
                    that I will always be true.
                      But when I try to talk
                        I just don't know what to say,
                          Because I know
he
doesn't
                            feel the same way...

>> How can stealing a piece of bread be a crime when breaking a heart isn't? One feeds a starving family and the other leaves you dead. How serious of a crime is that?

--» have you ever let a romantic moment
[ make  you  do  something  really  stupid ? ]

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.

He can never be ( fully  hers ) because he will always carry a ( peice of me ) around in his ( heart ).

He looks at me with his beatiful eyes and he smiles and it pathetically makes my day.

How could you forget me and so easily walk away,
when I'd give up a thousand tomorrows for just
one yesterday.

Hurt is what I'm feeling.
   Loneliness
has become my new best friend.
   
Tears
seem to always appear.
   
Happiness
and love are things of the past.
   It seems like when you left they went with you...
   But, how could I blame them?
   If I could have, I would have gone with you too. \\

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me. Maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

He takes my hand and leads me along paths I would not have dared explore AL0NE.

How can you SiMPLY BE FRiENDS with someone, when everytime you're AR0UND them, or everytime you SEE them, you realize how much you really L0VE them?

Just promise me one thing. Promise me that you will never forget me. Please remember my face, my voice, my laugh... me. And please remember that I still love you.

If he is TRULY yours...in the end he’ll be there, but if somehow he starts slipping and falling around, DON’T catch him, then he’ll notice the mistake he made, & it will truly be HIS lost*

"to her he`s everything
to him shes just
another girl"

Do I have to swear on everything , or can you just belive me this time?

I look back at my old notes and cards and everything
from you and they are just
pieces of paper,

they don't mean anything to
anyone
right?
Well, those
little pieces of paper mean the world
to me,
they mean I
once had you and once you loved
me,
and they give me some
hope
, that if you loved me before,
if you card about me that much before,
then you
can do it again.

Don’t let a boy become your priority when to him your only an option

How can someone u love
Bring so much pain?

Look at everything u put me thru, i have cried and cried.. yet, i still love you and everything about u..

y o u ' r e   t h e   o n e 
    -w h o  
b r o k e
  m y   h e a r t ,-
y o u ' r e   t h e   r e a s o n
   - m y   w o r l d  
f e l l
  a p a r t ,-
y o u ' r e   t h e   o n e
    -w h o   m a d e   m e
c r y
,-
y e t   i   s t i l l   w a n n a   l o v e   y o u
    -a n d   i  
d o n ' t   k n o w   w h y-

*rite n0w, things c0uldn't get any better between me and y0u. y0u said it y0urself i'm the perfect girl f0r y0u, never g0ing t0 hurt y0u. Why? because i'm the girl wh0se always getting hurt. it's alm0st like its my j0b. s0 please if y0u're g0ing t0 take my heart like all the 0ther b0ys, d0n't be the 0ne t0 break it, keep it with y0u and cherish it. because i cherish every m0ment i'm with y0u. i want t0 thank y0u f0r making me feel like the center 0f the universe. whenever we're t0gether n0 matter if theres 20 people 0r 5 pe0ple there, y0ur attenti0n is always t0wards me. i wanna say thank y0u f0r making me feel l0ved.*

*i tried to make u happy,but u
left anyway..*
 
*it sucks because i know he's 0ut there falling
in and 0ut 0f l0ve with girls...that aren't me...*-dawson's creek

*i s0metimes feel a lil
jeal0us inside..imagining s0me0ne c0uld please y0u m0re than me. i guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit because i kn0w i'm n0t the m0st beautiful,m0st fun,0r even the m0st exciting pers0n y0u'll ever meet...but i d0 kn0w that n0 matter h0w hard and l0ng y0u search y0u will never find a girl wh0 l0ves y0u -n- cares ab0ut y0u, the way i d0. i wish y0u felt the same...*

*the
-one- that c0uld make me happy...and i mean -truly- happy, d0esn't care that with0ut him...my smile is -g0ne-....*

*what d0 y0u think 0f when y0u are
with me? d0 y0u feel nerv0us 0r miss me at all 0r w0nder h0w i'm d0ing? what is g0ing thr0ugh y0ur mind? i want t0 kn0w because i can't decide h0w i feel when i'm ar0und y0u. all i kn0w is that y0u make me smile like n0 0ne else can...*

*just when i thought no one could make me forget him...
i met you*

s0 take a
lo0k at me n0w
there's just an
empty space
there's
n0thing left t0 remind me
just the
mem0ry 0f y0ur face
i wish i c0uld just make y0u turn
ar0und
turn ar0und and see me cry
there's s0 much i
need t0 say t0 y0u
s0 many
reas0ns why
y0u're the
0nly 0ne wh0 really knew me at all

I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breathe

*aLL i NeEd iS
e.V.e.R.y.T.h.I.n.G yOu ArE*

*all i wanna be is the girl
falling asleep in his arms, not caring about anything else in the world except how i feel right there with him*

 *i aLwAyS tELL tHe
GiRLs NeVeR tAkE iT sErIoUsLy. iF yOu NeVeR tAkE iT sErIoUsLy tHeN yOu NeVeR gEt HuRt. iF yOu nEvEr GeT hUrT tHeN yOu aLwAyS hAvE FuN.*-Almost Famous

 *it takes
a lot to hate you, it takes too much to forget you, but it took so little to love you...*

 *i don't want the kind of
boyfriend who doesn't want me dancing on tables, i want the kind of boyfriend who is like "hell yeah, get my girl another drink!*

baby i
d0n't see...
h0w y0u c0uld
ever be...
anything but mine...

*just you
+ me not saying much of anything, sometimes could mean more than a thousand words*-the ataris

*i ReALLy WaNnA
CaLL y0u, BuT i kN0w ThAt iT's n0t RiGhT..i Pr0bAbLy sH0ulDn'T TeLL y0u..ThAt i DrEaMeD 0f y0u LaSt NiGhT...*
 
i could put my arms
around every boy i see
but they'd only
remind me of you

it doesnt matter that i haven't known him ((forever))
what matters is that he's had me
smiling since day 1

as we grow up, there`s going to be many things that we don`t like.
hook-ups
that mean so much to one person && nothing to the other.
girls who like the same guy youu like. you`ll
meet new people
who may
---» matter to youu more than others miight; but the
one guy
who stays by
you
til the end; will be the one
.
-- laguna beach

the perfect man can be anywhere in the world but he chooses to be with her because lifes better with her by his side
-----------the perfect man

it`s weird how you say
that you hate the
boy
who
broke your
heart
but when he runs back to you
you’re arms are
))wide () open((

"So you want a heart? You don`t know how.....
[
l u c k y
] you are to NOT have one. hearts
will never be practical until they can be made
U N B R E A K A B L E --»" wiiZard of Oz

No matter who broke your heart,
or how long it takes to heal, you'll never
get through it without your
best friends.

-- Sex & the City --

I will never say goodbye to you, because if I say goodbye, then that's it. That's goodbye.
- Boy Meets World

you do your thing, and I do my thing, You be you, and I'll be me, and if in the end, we both end up together....it was meant to be
-Boy Meets World

watching you from a distance
afraid to get
too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you
open
your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that
truely cares

 

Topanga went out with another guy last night -Shawn

So your saying that you think its over - Cory

Yea I guess I am - Shawn

Well its an weird feeling - Cory

What knowing that its really over - Shawn

No...being the only one who knows its not - Cory << - - - -Boy meets World

 

i just \\broke||up// with someone i spent my entire life with. i dont have a heart anymore .. ive lost my life -- Boy Meets World

i used to believe in forever but forevers too good to be true...i need u to come here and find me cuz w/out u i'm totally lost i've hung a wish on every star it hasn't done much good so far i don't know what else to do except to try and dream of u and wounder if ur dreaming too

the scariest thing about falling in love
getting
hurt
the scariest thing about getting hurt
not being able to love again
the scariest thing about not being able to love again
being alone |f|o|r|e|v|e|r|

You know the weird thing about all this is …when you were talking about ending things you didn’t sound sure about your decision. As if you were hesitating, trying to convince yourself that it was the right thing to do. I found us fighting emotions that ((weren’t)) supposed to be there. I know you still had feelings for me, you still wanted to be with me. You said it yourself, you didn’t want to lose me So whywhy didn’t you give a last chance to time, a chance to your own emotions to grow better? Why didn’t you let me live ((happily ever after)) by your side? Why didn’t you fight these ideas of letting me go?

The greatest challenge in life is to find
someone that knows all your ; flaws
differences & mistakes yet he still
manages to
love e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g about you

there a point in your life
when you realize who
matters,
who
never did
& who always will

Because... you're beautiful and you don't know it. Because you're smart and you don't believe it. You're the kind of girl that guys never get over. you're the kind of girl that other girls get compared to.." -*dawsons creek*

What if Prince Charming had never shown up?
Would
Snow White have laid in that glass box forever?
Or would she have
gotten up, spit out the apple,
gotten a job ; a health care plan ;
moved on with her life?

so you're |b|r|e|a|k|i|n|g| my heart into a million
pieces && you're saying it's because i .
deserve better ? - Dawson's Creek

all love stories have one thing in common
you have to go
//against\\ all odds to get there

 

it's hard to watch the person

you love change right before

your eyes knowing you Cant

do anything about it but the

W.O.R.S.T x|3 part of it all is

rememberin how they were

 

I sit here watching my life passing by, The experiences and loss brings a tear to my eyes. Some not all good like I had hoped, I look back and wonder how I coped. It kills me not to see his face, I try to find him but he leaves no trace. When I say hello, a reply would be nice, But he just stares so quiet like mice. I feel like I have done something wrong, I don't want to show it I have to be strong. He seems so shy like there's something hidden, In his heart like I'm forbidden. All I ask is for him to discover, I have feelings for him, there isn't another. I hate walking down that way, It reminds me of when we were there everyday. At the lockers is where we'd meet, When I saw his face my heart skipped a beat. I see him now but it's not the same, There's no conversation I guess I'm to blame. I miss being there walking down that path, I was there with him, till he got in his car. I'd wait for him or he'd wait for me, That's the way it happened to be. I felt we had something so special in hand, Like we felt the same, now I don't understand. What has happened over the 6 week break, That has changed the vibe, what did it take. From being {{so close}} then to not talking at all, It hurts so much, it feels like he's put up a wall. I can't break it down, it's stuck there like glue, Will it ever come down, ?will I ever have you?. There's a part of me missing he once filled that space, It hurts so much just to see his face.


"Because that's what people do. They
leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down 'Why in the hell did I jump?' But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly is you." - Hitch.

 

"sometimes all they have to do is look at you with that

certain  look, that look that  says that you are  exactly

where  they want to be.  and you feel it too, for them'

and you just melt,  like a big blob of ice cream.  even

when you don't want to."  - -  Dawson's Creek

 

People ask why do you still love him

And honestly . I dont know . but

Theres just something about him and

[ i just cant let him go]

 

Eventually one of two things will happen

He'll realize your worth it

Or youll realize hes not

 

Shed kill for the day she was good enough </3

 

 iM oo—lOoKiN—oo fOr My MiStA rIgHt... bUt UnTiL tHeN iLl HaVe SoMe FuN wItH yOu

 

"I think it is time I l.e.t you go, and that is so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my l.i.f.e, but the ((daydreaming)), the running in place.....it's not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me, doing what I should have done eight months ago.....saying goodbye."- Dawsons Creek

 

I h8 the WaY yOu DoNt NoTice Me---> I h8 the WAY yOu DoNt Care.....But HoW Am I SupPoSed To LiVe WhEn YoUr My –O-n-L-y- SourCE of AiR?

 

I Can't Stand The Way You Look At Her. I Know What You're thinking. I know What You're Feeling. I get The Same sensation when I look at .y.o.u.

 

I wondered if you spent your days d.e.p.r.e.s.s.e.d, dragging your feet (((around))) the house, wishing you had me >>again<<, saying to yourself you'd do ::a;n;y;t;h;I;n;g:: to get me back. Just like i did when i wanted you back.

 

it kills me to know you're online

& you won't talk to me... its just

time i r:e:a:l:i:z:e that i don't mean anything

to you... and never really did

 

Even though 'I've stopped liking you'',

every time someone mentions your name,

my head turns right towards them.

It's like every time I hear it,

I think of all that we could have had

and all that could have happened

that didn't.

 

That cant eat, cant sleep, reach for the stars over the fence, world series kid of stuff...right?

 

she cant [f]a[l]l for you if your not there to c.a.t.c.h her --The OC

 

so if you think i didn’t say goodbye to you because you don’t mean as much to me as everyone else, your wrong, its because you mean more to me--friends

 

::!::You're the smile on my face.. the *s*p*a*r*k*l*e*s* in my eyes.. and the only one in my heart::!::

 

no matter how much i t.r.y to ||block|| you >out< of my mind, no matter how hard i try to forget about you...i can't...because i still love you...and i always will...and thats what kills me the most

 

 I can walk <-away-> from anyone i ever knew, but I cant seem to walk away from you

 

::+::Why should i care? You don't notice me.You don't know a thing about me.You don't know that i cry over you. That I dream about you. Every night. And now, i remember that i think i love you::+::

 

::-::i 0nly think 0f y0u, and it's b/r/e/a/k/i/n/g my heart...I'm trying to keep it together, but i'm 

 f a l l I n g   a p a r t ::-::

 

(2)Second(2) chances was one thing she l a  c   k    e     d

 

every now and then when im alone id be wishin u would call me on the telephone to say u want me back but u never do i feel like such a fool there nothin i can do im such a fool for you

 

 

::+:: and . n 0 . m a t t e r . h 0 w .many times he

[ B r e a k s Y o u r H e a r t ]'

he always seems 2 put the p i e c e S

back [tOgeTher]

just by the way he says : ' h e L L o'::+::

 

::!::I miss you when youRe next to me because I know youRe not really there::!::

 

 

:+:i wanna kiss you every minute every hour every day.... you've got me in a s.p.i.n and everything is a okay:+:

 

:*:you know how to be e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g i need:*:

 

:~:i feel so weak without your touch:~:

 

:=:i can do a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g CrAzY cause i know you'll catch me before i hit the ground:=:

 

its not about keeping promisses, its about following your heart<3

 

and i wont f.o.r.g.e.t the way you loved me

 

people say hate is a stronq word ;;

well so is love, but people t-h-r-o-w it

)(around)( like it`s nothinq _<|3

 

::*::in a car with a girl...

promise me she's not your world...x33

 

::!::yup, 'some things still [ remind ] me

of you but i ignore it, cold shoulder

it and remember the shit you put

me  through. `yea  ( i'm over it )_

 

´¯`°¤.¸.¤.¸.¤°´¯`

. . they never really m|i|s|s you

until you`re [dead] or g o n e . . .

´¯`°¤.¸.¤.¸.¤°´¯`

 

a lot like romance:lust:trust:flirt:friendship:destiny:perfect:a lot like love.

 

say that you're into me. let me know

how it will be.  'if you don't just say

so, i'll wait for the perfect time, think

of all the perfect lines'. i'll make sure

if i let you knOw____________ 'x33

 

turn out the lights now, to see is to believe. i just want you near  me, i just want  u here with me. and i'd  give up everything only for you, it's the least that i could do cause when there's you, `i feel whole and there's no better  f.e.e.l.i.n.g  in the world  but without you i'm  alone, and i'd rather be in love with you` x0x__________x33

 

::?::Home boi is fine

                  & i b wishin he was mine::?::

 

::*::I wanna b wit you

                   I wanna b your bo0::*::

 

::~::I dOnT wAnNa Be Ur #1

BeIn #1 MeAnS tHeReS a #2 n #3

I WaNnA bE uR * O n L y . O n E ::*::

 

SuMwHeRe BtWeEn AlL oF OuR LaUgHs,

 L-o-N-g TaLkS, sTuPiD LiL FiGhTs

AnD AlL oF OuR jOkEs

*.i.*.f.e.l.l.*.i.n.*.l.o.v.e.*

all i want is ONE guy to prove that they aren`t ALL the same </3

He's my best friend, you know? The kind where at the end of the day I love to come home just to talk to him. The kind where I long for the weekend so I can see him. He's more than my best friend; he's my world...

When you r.e.a.l.i.s.e You want to spend
The rest of your life with
somebody
,
You want the rest of your life
To start as
soon
as possible.
- When Harry Met Sally
<3

If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?
- Casper

i*m sorry that i*m not *beautiful* or ~p-e-r-f-e-c-t~ .. deal with it .. i do...

 

         Love is when     u miss him
            even before he leaves when you 
           could listen to him
talk all night and
            never get tired of hearing his voice
            when the sound of his name
              sends chills down
your spine
                and you see his smile
                the second you
                close your eyes

 

i wanna be that qirl he`s scared to lose
the -one- where
he  [  can`t ] walk away
from
knowinq shes mad at him, the –one-
who can`t
fall asleep without her voice
beinq the
last -one- he hears the -one- he
wouldn`t know what to do without .. 

i`ve just met you recently *
but i've known you
f.o.r.e.v.e.r

you're the [ person ] i used to
to
dream about and NEVER
thought i would find...

tonight is a story of love. two broken hearts set by one. all he wants is a sign, of how shes making her mind..

i wish i was *pretty* like that girl in the m[a]g[a]z[i]n[e] ..the one on the front or the back and every page  i n b e t w e e n

 

i'm in a car underwater with time to kill
thinking back i forgot to tell you this
i
didn't care that you left&abandoned me,
what
hurts more is i would still die for you

 

he ( j o k e s ), he ( p l a y s ), he ( l o v e s ) and he ( w a v e s ).
he says he (
l o v e s ) me… but not ( t o d a y
)…
(
t o d a y ) is the day our ( l o v e ) came to an ( e n d
)
so (
f u c k ) that boy...where’s his ( f r i e n d )?

L0VE    MAKES     THE     W0RLD     G0    R0UND,
& iT`S Y0U THAT KEEPS ME FR0M GETTiNG
DiZZY.

 

*you still look @ me the way you use to .... that means something right?*

 

*she doesnt love u the way i do she dont let u touch her the way i did she dont listen to you like i did she wont be there for you when ur down like i will be always and forever*

 

The only thing that b-r-e-a-k-s my heart

Is when you don't even call

And when you just ignore me

Like you have no feelings for me at all

It breaks my heart when you smile

Because I know its not me who makes you happy

We'll be together, together forever

Thats what I'd b.e.l.i.e.v.e

 

* u  know u want me just bad as i want u so lets make this last for now and maybe sometime forever*

 

I'll tell you what you m.i.s.s.e.d when the ocean meets the sky.

 

cool summer night,

you&me between,

tonights a good night,

with the stars so bright,

kiss me right between this summer night,

make me dream of summer love,

summer romance,

make this perfect for me.

 

        1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
          3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
          5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
          7 . Recognize the small things . . . They usally mean the most.
8 . Call her sweety or  honey.
          9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
          11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
          13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
          15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes.. tell her stupid jokes.. just tell her jokes.
          17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
          19 . Carve your names into a tree.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
          21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . Bring her flowers just because.
           23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile
25. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
           27 . Kiss her in the rain.

 

Boy: i need someone to talk to

Girl: im here for you

Boy: i know

Girl: whats wrong?

Boy: i like her alot

Girl: talk to her

Boy: i dont know..she never will like me

Girl: dont say that..youre amazing.

Boy: i just want her to know how i feel

Girl: then tell her

Boy: she wont like me

Girl: how do u know that

Boy: i just know

Girl: just tell her

Boy: what do i say

Girl: tell her how much you like her

Boy: i tell her that daily

Girl: what do u mean

Boy: im always with her.. i love her

Girl:  i have the same problem

Boy: wait.. who do u like

Girl: some boy

Boy: oh.she wont like me either

Girl: she does

Boy: how do u know..

Girl: bc who wouldnt like you.

Boy: you

Girl: ur wrong, i love you.

Boy: i love u too

Girl: so r u going to talk to her

Boy: i just did.

  

His girl:ya i guess he is hot
His ex:i love him why did he leave me?
His girl:he gave me a necklace but it looks cheap!
His ex:i cherish every thing i got from him
His girl:eww i saw his ex she is so ugly!
His ex:his new girlfriend is pretty
His girl:hmmm wht did he give me a kiss on the check?
His ex:we were eachothers first kiss
His girl:we better have sex soon!!!!
His ex:we both talked about waitin for marriage to move farther
His girl:what? no im to busy to call him!!!
His ex:i remeber our talks til like 6 in the morning
His girl:i cant remeber what color are his eyes?
His ex:i cant foget his deep ocean blue eyes
His girl:i swear what is up with that black sweatshirt he wears all the time?
His ex: i remember that black sweatshirt i gave him, i wonder if he still has it
His girl:i guess we will last another couple weeks or so

 

 couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the furture, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees. Learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give to you forever. I love you. i'll be seeing you. - The Notebook

 

I want a guy who...
W0UlD
M0VE THE HAIR AWAY FR0M MY EYES 'ND THEN KiSS ME. H0lD MY HAND iN liNE AT THE MAlL 'ND MAKE AlL THE GiRlS JEAl0US. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD THiNK i WAS BEAUTiFUl iF i DRESSED S0O TRASHY iT WAS ClASSY. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD SiNG T0 ME AT RAND0M M0MENTS. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD lET ME SlEEP 0N THEiR CHEST. S0ME0NE WH0 iS FUNNY AnD R0MANTiC, BUT KN0WS THE RiGHT THiNGS T0 SAY 'ND D0 AT THE RiGHT TiMES. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD CAll ME 3 TiMES
A DAY iF HE WENT AWAY. HE W0UlD
AP0l0GiZE F0R CAlliNG T0O MUCH 'ND N0 MATTER H0W MANY TiMES i TElL HiM iTS 0KAY, HE STill D0ES iT 'ND i D0NT GET SiCK 0F iT. S0ME0NE WHO WILL HOLD MY HiPS AND KiSS MY NECK. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD 0UT 0F N0W WHERE WANNA START WRESTliNG 'ND THEN MAKE UP AT THE END. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD MAKE FUN 0F ME JUST T0 MAKE ME lAUGH.S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD TAKE ME T0 THE PARK, PUSH ME ON THE SWINGS F0R H0URS AND PUT HiS HANDS AR0UND MY WAiST 'ND GiVE ME BiG BEAR HUGS. S0ME0NE WH0 TEll All HiS FRiENDS AB0UT ME 'ND SMilE WHEN HE DiD iT. S0ME0NE WH0 TEll ME WHEN HE DiDNT THiNK S0METHiNG l0OKED G0OD 'ND i W0UlDNT MiND. S0ME0NE WH0 W0UlD RUN HiS FiNGERS THR0UGH MY HAiR 'ND PlAY WiTH iT. HE W0UlD NEVER BE AFRAiD T0 SAY "i l0VE Y0U" iNFR0NT 0F HiS FRiENDS 'ND WE W0UlD ARGUE 0F SillY THiNGS WiTH ME, THEN MAKE UP. S0ME0NE THAT WANTED T0 TAKE CARE 0F ME WHEN iM SiCK, EVEN iF i WASNT lOOKiNG MY BEST. S0ME0NE WH0 KN0WS H0W i l0OK 0VER THE PH0NE, WHEN HE W0UlD SAY CERTAiN THiNGS.'ND WHEN HE W0UlD TAlK, HE W0UlD BE PERFECT iN MY EYES

 

*i want a boy..

A nice and bad boy. 

A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He'll stay home with me and watch Disney Movies.

And he'll tell me he loves it even though he doesn't,

and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.

.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing about silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose
then I'll put some all over his face.

And we just never stop laughing.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
 --and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he�s ever met.

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines.

We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch

TsnowflakesT on our tongues

 He doesn't even like snow, but I love it.

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He'll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care whos watching.  
We'd kiss in the rain.

And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love  all over again.

I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,

and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.

I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars
Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *

Perfect.

I'll be his everything.

And he'll be even more to me .
He will love me for always*

 

--BOY: i SAW HER TODAY
GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
--BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT`S BEEN FOREVER
GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
--BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE
GiRL: i COULDN`T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
--BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG
GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i`D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i`M WiTH
GiRL: HE`S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
--BOY: i COULDN`T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY
GiRL: HE COULDN`T EVEN LOOK AT ME
--BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER
GiRL: HE DOESN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i MEANT iT
GiRL: HE DiDN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i LOVE HER
GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME
GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
--BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
--BOY: i LOST HER
GiRL: i LOVE HiM

 

tell her at least once each day that she matters to you more than anyone else.

when she’s upset don’t always try to fix it just hold her tight.

talk to her nose to nose with your hands gently holding her face.

play with her hair.

when you walk up behind her kiss that spot on her neck … yea you know the one.

Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her.

Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. 

tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL. 

introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.

Sit in the park and talk to her.

Tell her stupid jokes... whatever it takes to make her laugh. 

write poems about her … walk with her, even if its just around the block. 

throw pebbles at her window at night … SURPRISE HER. 

Do things that make her SMILE, make her LAUGH, and make her want to KISS you right on the face.

BE SPONTANEOUS. 

When she starts yelling at you, just tell her you love her. 

rub her shoulders … whisper in her ear

call her even if its just to say hi. .

leave her sweet notes saying how much she means to you.

Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*.

make up nicknames for each other.

send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand and do it “just because”.

make her cds of songs that remind you of her.

When she’s sick bring her soup … buy her ice cream.

look deeply into her eyes and when she asks why tell her that you can’t imagine what you did to deserve her .

Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.

remember dates, even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary.

kiss her in the rain… kiss her when she least expects it.

when things seem hopeless tell her everything will be ok,

if she tries to walk away from you take her by the hand and pull her close,

when times are hard remember the good and if it outweighs the bad concentrate on that.

always remember that even if YOU think her feelings are stupid – they aren’t stupid to HER so they should matter to you too …

 

 

ThIs StOrY iS rEaLlY gOoD aNd SaD--iTs DeFiNaTlY WoRtH tHe LeNgTh

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?

I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.

 

 


Thursday, December 01, 2005

 

I Could've

 

Miss The Pain

 

What Doesnt Kill You Will Only Make You Stronger

 

 

But Id'a Had To

 

Miss The Dance

 



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